I am so damn tired of being emotional. I know I get this way when I am overtired but I am SO SICK OF IT. Met with the plastic surgeon today. Thought I had it all figured out (there I go thinking I am in control again) and everything I thought was going to happen was basically changed today. I really liked the plastic surgeon but he said that because of my weight, the procedure that I was hoping for, and planing on, would be far too risky. It just hit me really hard. I have worked hard for several years to get the weight off and it just isn't good enough.
The best part of the day was having some really kind friends and a super sister who listened to me talk, cry, and get it out. I continue to be so blessed....even when I am emotional.
I'm so happy that you got away and were able to relax and have some fun... I truly am sorry that there is so much that you have to go through, physically and emotionally. I know you will be stonger because of it. I pray for you everyday! You are loved by so many! Keep your head up, your going to make it lady! :) Love, Janell Kimberly
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